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Monday, June 19, 2006

first day high!

nasasabik sa unang araw ng eskwela
taas kamay, with confidence
let's do the first day high!


kung umaapaw sa talino, do the brainy high!
kung mayaman si papa, do the sosy high!
kapag mahilig ka sa sports, do the MVP high!
kung cool ka't astig, do the rebel high!
kapag solid sa bait, do the nice guy high!

itaas ang kamay!
let's do the first day high!

wahaha!..im so excited for tomorrow..first day of classes!.wipee!..here come the SENIORS rural high!..ahehe..last year in my oh so beloved school..haha!..there'll be a lot of things na to make me busy.. *sigh* at last!..ahihi..

grabe!..bigatin mga classmates ku..top5 ng batch asa Guijo [pron: gi-ho, pde din gi-hu.. haha!].. waa. tas ang Diabolic Duo andun din..oh ang saklap!..hahay.. but buti na lng andun sina kat, mara, lianne at chndy..wee. andun din si ate camie at john2!..wee. at xempre nga pala, ang aking oh so ever bro, si fafa gelo!..waha!.. magiging masaya ang school year na 'to..!.. pero may downside din.. di ku na classmate sina loren, bill at rachel.. sina pau, janine..waa. wa aku ka.grandslam pero kaya ku 'to!..wee. actually, mas ok pa nga situation ku kesa kay nika.. lagi siya napapahiwalay..waa. pero don't worry bata..i'll always be around..ayt?!.. ^_~

hM..xempre di mawawala ang part ng blog ku na sad..ahehe!.. dunno...basta i'm not so happy right now.. something's really bothering me... *sigh* sana maaus na to.. sana lang talaga....

uhm..dito na lang.. be happy!. ta ta..! >.<

Saturday, June 17, 2006

melodramatic fool.

it's me i guess.. *sigh* why do i always tend to be so emotional and tend to be negative?? sometimes it really pisses me!.. argh!.. i can't help it..eventhough i don't want to be like this anymore..!..i'm really feeling sad..damnit!..i hate it! i hate it!..i hate myself for being like this!.

dunno what to do about it.. *sigh* im feeling really helpless..damnit!..it's ruining everything!..why do things always end up this way?!..argh!..i dunno how to handle this! it's eating me alive!!..waa. im so depressed..i wanna cry but dunno why i can't..haha..sh*t!.. nobody can understand why im like this..no one can.. guess i just have to keep this all by myself.. just wait till i drop..goddamnit!

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i'm ok... i'm just fine... ayt?!..nothing's bothering me..nothing... i'm fine..no problemo... : )

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melodramatic fool?..yeah right!..

Thursday, June 15, 2006

i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. and hey did i say im bored?!.

i really am bored!..wahai..decided to update my blog again..ala lang..para lang my makausap..wee. we're not texting right now..ala load..ahaha!. my fone's miracuosly not busy..wehe!.

i tried to sleep pero to no avail..i guess i'm not used to sleeping early..waa. ehey!..im still listening to some old stuff..currently playing is one of my top picks.. only reminds me of you by st. paul..aw. i really love the song.. here's some part of it:

how could I ever let you go?
is it too late to let you know?

I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you..
it's really good.. >.<
i'm looking at some profiles in friendster..one caught my attention..an emo kid..ahihi..think somebody broke her heart..aw. sadness..hahay.. anyways,i'll stop talking bout her..chismis na ito!.ahehe..
aw. we're going out nga pla tomorrow..dunno if i can join them pa..after what happened kanina..waa. scolded by my parents again..for just a little thing that i didn't do.. well, i see their point but they shouldn't have shouted..waa. i hate it!..argh!..
*sigh* my day didn't turn out right..and honestly, i dunno why i'm still feeling things that i shouldn't feel na..duno what to feel na.. *sigh* im having colds pa ata..ahay!..
well till here na lng muna guys..think i need to rest na..good night world.. ta ta!. >.<

amf!. so slow..grr!

argh!..the connection is so slow..waa!..i hate it..wahai..that's one of the few things i hate about when it's raining here..the connection is really getting slow..waa.

anyways, i'm all freshen up..ahaha!.. *sigh* i'm signing up for some sort of chatbox..ahehe!..for my profile in friendster..that's the
only thing i want to add for now..ahihi.take a look at my profile..here's my url: http://www.friendster.com/yimipot .. thanks!. >.<

still listening to some oldies but goodies..haha!..i really enjoy these stuff.. it makes me think about marian..waa. one of my friends..she's in japan right now..acceted as one of the exchanged students..waa. i miss her.. *sigh* she also loves these kinds of stuff..really.. she's quite sentimental din eh..ahihi!.we'll be waiting for you guys!..pasalubong kung snow..! wee.

wew. im hungry..haha!..di pa ko kumakain ng lunch..ahai..patay aku neto..ahehe!..hM..just gonna grab some food ayt?!..blog ya later.. ta ta! >.<

why do i always need to think of a title?! amf!

ahaha!..cant think of a decent title eh.. my second entry..wipee!..im currently listening to the carpenters..waha!..oldies but goodies..wee.

waa. i had a dream..waa. and it felt so real.. scary.. we're both ok daw then i learned that dead na daw siya.. i can't accept it and feel ko it's not really true..i tried n makausap ko mga friends niya but to no avail..nakausap ko yung cousin niya and i've learned na hindi pa pala siya dead..ayaw lang talga niya ko makausap..waa. amf!. panget!!..ahaha!..but i know it's not possible.. >.<

anyways, my head is terribly aching yesterday..argh!..i end up dringking double dose of aspirin and dumping a lot of pillows on my head..wehehe!.. guess it's effective at around10:30, i'm feeling a lot better na.. wee!..

hmM..nothig to say pa..its quite early pa din naman..ahehe!..see ya later.. ta ta!. >.<

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

*senti mode*

weh..yep..just in the senti mode..listening to nina really makes me feel sentimental..wahaha!..so what did i do?..signed up for a blog i guess.. *grin*
still early in the morning and im here in upLB..wehe!..nagGagala..weh.. *grin* *sigh* first day of school for most of the people i know..but i'm gonna wait for another week for the start of our classes.. waa!.. amf! i really miss the classroom mood..waha!..another waa..im graduating na!..last year in my high school..wuhoo!..it makes me nervous, giddy and really excited but also scared..really scared..most of my friends won't be around..waa.. *sigh* seriously, i cant imagine my life without them..for almost two years, they became a part of my life..always there through thick and thin..second family?yeah..this will be the last year we'll be spending together..i'll miss those guys.. *sigh* aww. im really feeling sad na..
*sigh* another thing that makes me a bit sad and scared but makes me happy din, college na siya..wehe!..dunno..there will be a lot of people that you'll meet..wahai.. there's nothing i can do about it but just continue trusting ang loving you, i guess.. *sigh* but i'm happy na din kasi the closer we are to finishing college , the sooner we'll meet na..wipee!..wehe!.. just as you put it, uga!.wehe!..that's definitely me: uga! *grin* all i know you'll always be the one..ayt?.. : )
wew. i guess that's all for now..it's still early and i guess i'll catch some buzzing things up..think i'll just blog you later..ta ta! >.<