melodramatic fool.

it's me i guess.. *sigh* why do i always tend to be so emotional and tend to be negative?? sometimes it really pisses me!.. argh!.. i can't help it..eventhough i don't want to be like this anymore..!..i'm really feeling sad..damnit!..i hate it! i hate it!..i hate myself for being like this!.

dunno what to do about it.. *sigh* im feeling really helpless..damnit!..it's ruining everything!..why do things always end up this way?!..argh!..i dunno how to handle this! it's eating me alive!!..waa. im so depressed..i wanna cry but dunno why i can't..haha..sh*t!.. nobody can understand why im like this..no one can.. guess i just have to keep this all by myself.. just wait till i drop..goddamnit!

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i'm ok... i'm just fine... ayt?!..nothing's bothering me..nothing... i'm fine..no problemo... : )

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melodramatic fool?..yeah right!..