bagyo na naman mga 'tol!

oh my god! REMING! haha. im scared. really. waa.

Laban SENIORS!!

whew. our last intrams was finally over. T_T bitin! the days went so fast and before we knew it, we were champs for the cheering competition and went home as over-all champs *uh,yeah. we tied with the juniors. let's not skip that tiny bit of information. waha!*. okay! so let's start with tuesday.

tuesday, november 14:

** arrived for the parade at around 6am. a little while we put on our shades. yep. gimmick. haha. but some of the juniors were also wearing shades. no worries though, they didnt have that edge anyway. ahaha. we walked from agapita to baker hall. it really made me sweat. *partida, mahina na ang baga. haha* anyway, once inside, i didnt know why or how but our batch really kept their mouths shut! whatta miracle! haha. yan tuloy nauto ang mga judges, "most disciplined" ang itinapat. ahaha. that was a first and definitely the last. haha. bill and minmin, by the way, were mr. and ms. intrams for this year. *clapalakpak* at dahil napakaganda nga ng aming batch shirt, we also won the best shirt. wee.

** 1130am, the cheerers were already busy wearing their leggings and skirts. a little later padeys came then the other ates and kuyas who taught them their dances. at around 12pm, the room was buzzing with action. curlers on one corner, make-ups all over the place. waa. i felt a bit dizzy and just decided to stay out of the room. haha. fell asleep in an armchair outside. haha. nagising ako dahil may isang malakas ang apog na sophomore na nag-tatap nung armchair. the nerve. grr. and by the way, i hate their batch.Ü

** 230pm, cheering competition started with the sophies. *ulk* waha. first stunt pa lang nila, giba na! waha. talk about being mean. haha. hmM..their routine was ok. thats all i can say. i hate their color by the way. the next was us. wuhoo! the SENIORS. our cheerers looked so great. sizzling hot. haha. kidding aside, they all looked so pretty in their leggings and skirts with matching white headbands. wee. the guys? the batch shirt really looked great on them. bagay! astig nilag tignan lahat. ^_^ the routine? entrance pa lang, nakakakilabot na. astig talaga! the stunts were stunning! waha. i heard a lot of "woahs" and "wows". i was pretty confident that we'll grab the first place then. wee. ang lively at ang saya pa nung kulay. ganda tignan! the juniors were next. wee. i was kinda nervous. haha. but later on relaxed. dragging yung routine nila. its a bit boring. mabagal kasi. i dunno. but their "bring me to life", kinilabutan ako dun. haha. maganda kasi. hehe. anyway, last to present was the freshmen, ganda ng kulay nila. lively. apple green and white. masarap sa mata. their routine was ok. they had the chance of breaking the history of freshmen grabbing the last place. wee. kaso recycled nga lang yung ibang cheers and dances nila, got it from the last year's seniors. weh. *they're, by the way, our batch's rival. sobra kasi. pangit ng mga ugali. salbahe. eh kami, mababait. wehe.* <BR>
** after the competition, we went to the softball field. practice. practice. practice. hmm.. felt soo nervous then.

wednesday, november 15:

** arrived at aroud past 7am, felt nervous for the softball game versus the sophies. *sigh* the game started, balls were pitched. balls were caught. balls were batted. runners ran. bases were dashed on. to cut the story short, we lose. 10-6. it was a big blow for us. especially for me and fritzie. the feeling of losing to a team you already defeated, of breaking your batchmates' expectations, of your own expectations, of being champion last year but now placing for the third or worst, for the last and of giving your best for the game but still nothing came out right were enough reasons to drive myself into tears. *sigh* we knew we can beat them but emotional stress came out first. *sigh* a lot were in tears. kahit si "coach". coach, sorry. *sigh* thanks meish and loren, kayo sumalo sa 'ken nuon. right then i realized the importance of each teammates. the importance of enjoying the game. the importance of the batchmates' supports. i still thank God for teaching us that. yea. sometimes God puts you into something low to teach you a lot of things so that you wouldn't make the same mistakes again. whew.

** i texted ansoy telling her we lost and that i feel so bad. thank God for her. she's right, "hindi lagi winner tayo". she encouraged me and brought my pieces together. that was enough to make my day again. di mo lang alam, i'm really thankful for you. you pushed me to be my best. ^_^

** all of our other major games went well. including basketball girls. wee. jizza made a lot of points. mvp! haha. i really enjoyed our game. i applied what i learned after the softball match. and it really turned out good. ^_^ thank God and thank ansoy. hehe.

thursday, november 16:

** a month to go before loren's very much awaited birthday. she kept on telling us. haha. anyway, i felt a lil down. kami lang may major game para sa seniors that day. it was the loser versus the loser day. weh. well i cant do anything about it na so i just enjoyed our game with the freshmen. and thankfully we won. hehe. last year's champions, now 2nd runner-ups. hehe.

friday, november 17:

** last day for our last intrams, also the winner versus winner day. wee. arrived early for the softball game of the juniors and the *ulk* sophies. haha. as what the juniors said, "dudurugin namin sila para sa seniors." aw. so sweet. :D haha. of course the sophies lose. next game was our softball boys versus the juniors. we're kinda nervous about this. the juniors were really good in softball. and they really were. we lose. wee. a lot of our boys cried. *sigh* even their coach. wa. i felt like crying too but heps! nag-moment ka na nung isang araw. tama na. weh.

** soccer was our batch's forte. the girls won over the juniors with the score of 3-1. also the boys won over the juniors with the score of 9-0. wee. need further explanation? haha.

** volleyball. we're pretty confident about this sport too. next to soccer, i can say this sport is also our forte. girls? the game was heartbreaking. we lose. same things happened. emotional stress came out first for our girls. dikit ang laban! but maybe its not really for us. so give it up for the juniors. in fairness, the juniors were good. God just taught them, volleyball girls, what He taught us, softball girls, then. the next game was volleyball boys. dudurugin daw nila ang juniors. and they did! wee. a lot of good spikes and drops. sobrang ganda ng pinapakita ng boys. enough to encourage us, basketball girls, to give our best for our game. whew.

** basketball. i gulped down my extra joss. haha. its effective. really. hehe. i was nervous but i pushed that aside, and tried to enjoy everything. weh. and so we did. the game was good. we were controlling it. but then, jizza our star player was fouled out. it made the team a lil weak. and things were gettig out of hand. toni was injured and i can feel the team losing its hope as the juniors scored and scored. we lose. it was too much for me. i went to our room and broke down into crying. *sigh* but i remembered what ansoy said. it encouraged me again and made me accept everything. wee. di ko man nasabi, you're a big part of my intrams. ^_^ i went down to watch our boys crush the juniors. wee. and they did. ganda ng laban! a lot of 3-points. a lot of good assists. a lot of good blocks. weeh. right there i saw our batch as one. the unity. and the things that God taught us that intrams. ang saya. sobrang saya. i wouldnt forget those moments and the feeling of being a part of class zero-siete. ^_^

** awarding. wee. we were champs for track and field ad marathon. fast runners. wehe. awards were given. and the moment we were all waiting for came: the announcement of the winners for the cheering competition and for the over-all champs. wah. cheering. the freshmen got the 4th place. weh. when the 3rd place was announced, the seniors and the sophies roared with ecstacy. the juniors got it. they sat almost motionless. you can feel their pain and sadness. *sigh* but we're so caught up with our own happiness. wenk. the sophies got the 2nd place and we, the SENIORS got the first place. wee. over-all champ. we tied with the juniors for the over-all place. we didn't mind it at all. we're happy about that. di rin na naman namin ineexpect yun eh. but God is still so good. ginawa pa rin Niya yun sa amin. weeh. we were so happy. after the awarding our batch huddled and for the last time: "laban SENIORS!"

** there was dinner given by the PTA after the awarding. SU : the official tambayan [?]. hehe. there were a lot of food. yum. yum. after eating? icing/cake fight! haha. john was chasing me with a hand full of icing. i thought i was already safe but then out from my back, he smudged icing on my face. grr. for revenge? siniritan ko siya ng tubig. haha! after that, loren and bill were my next targets. waa. una si bill tapos si loren. wee. basta masaya yung party. kakapagod nga lang. hehe. we went home at around 9pm. dumaan lang kami sa LB square to check on my other batchmates. inuman. haha. but! di ako uminom. wow. :D

finally, tapos na. hehe. that intrams, i could say, was the most memorable and life-changing *waa. haha.* event in my life. hehe. i learned a lot. salamat batchmates. ^_^

salamat din kay ansoy, kahit na nagkaroon ng tampuhan ika pa rin naging inspirasyon ko nuon. hehe. mwah! i love you ming. ^_^

at most specially salamat kay God. for teachig us and guiding us through the intrams. ^_^

wee. haba nu? :D

here where i first met the people from DAVAO...weeh.

haha! right. im here in compas where everything started about two years ago. whew. that long huh. well im just glad that it did happen anyway. ^_^

softball practice is over for now but later on at around 4pm it will resume again. whew. i can feel the pressure now. somebody help! haha. BTW, john's facial wash is so effective. haha. "Master (sikreto ng mga gwapo.)" try it guys. i highly recommend it. :D

hmM..last night was one of the happiest nights lately. hehe. yea. my tummy really hurts but it's really great that ~my ansoy~ is finally back. *sigh* so happy! the "incident" REALLY freaked me out. it also made me realize a lot of things. now, im really putting everything again into our relationship just like the way it used and really should be. help me huh. i cant do this without you. one thing though, just understand when im feeling so jealous and possessive. well i really have the right anyway. just be patient with me huh. i really want to do this right this time.

hey.. im just happy. im making ~my ansoy~ happy. hehe. ayt?

i love you ~my ansoy~! you're making me fall for you again and again. i hope im doing the same with you. we're gonna make things right this time. whatever happens, remember that i love you and i'll always will. ^_^

thanks for making me realize my mistakes eventhough you really freaked the hell out of me. haha!.

i love you.

oblivion is fallin down.

waa. haha!

the day you said goodnight

currently playing.

buhay pa pala

tong track na 'to

sa computer.

weh.

anyway,

got nothin

to say really.

hahaha!

ta ta..

>.<

first of november.

boo. yea. scary. toink.

im soo dead tired right now. *sigh* and things aren't turning to what i expect them to be. grr. this day kinda sucks. i expect something a lil special about this day pero wala. wala. wala. wala. bull. and im really worrying about someone pa. naman. GIVE ME A BREAK! hell. pagod na 'ko. pagod na pagod na. literally and figuratively. im burning out man! darn.

*sigh* again im feeling hopeless. umaasa pa kasi ako eh. tanga nga naman talaga. stupid. *sigh* dunno. you and i cant go on being like this. you know that. one day, once and for all, we'll see.. it will be totally over for you or for us. *sigh* when will i ever learn? when will you ever learn? jeez.

well up to here na lang muna. i am soo tired. good night. hapi halow-win!