another night has passed.

God. i'm so thankful i went thru last night alive.

that was the most heartbreaking cry i've cried.

*sigh* and she didn't even care at all.

she didn't. maybe she never did.

it's totally over.

two years went down the drain

i'm left with nothin but my friends, family and especially my God.

i have to let go.

let go of everything.

this is for me now.

for my own "survival" i guess.

i know i would be missing her but that's just part of the healing process.

i have to get thru this.

i need to get thru this.

uhm. you and i can't be friends..for now.

i'm sorry.

it's not just right for me to pretend everything's okay whenever i'm talking to you.

i still feel something for you.

it would only hurt me if i continue being just your friend.

in time,after my heart mends,

after every wound heals,

after my last cry,

we could be friends.

but not now.

i still care about you though.

somewhere, somehow,

i'm still here for you

eventhough this would be goodbye for now.

ang gulo ko nu..wa.

basta magulo magsalita ang taong heartbroken.

hihi.

so long..farewell.. till then ansoy..