it ended last night.

*sigh* after a long while i'm back. miss me? weh. anyway, we broke up. last night, things ended. everything. guess it's really not meant to be. who am i kidding? in front of everybody's eyes, we can never be together. we can never be meant for each other. eventhough, what i felt is something i know is right. feels so right, but so wrong. *sigh*

she have someone new..again. i can't blame her. we're miles apart. and as i'd said, the kind of relationship we had is "illegal". i hate the word by the way. *sigh*

sad ako. at siguro nanghihinayang. i've done a lot of things for her. did everything that i can just to stay in this relationship. parang nasayang lang lahat. i don't know. one day, she'll forget me. everything about me. about us. *sigh* sana i can get thru this.

what i hate? the "missin her" part. actually, yun talaga ang masakit. you miss everything you had. everything, you used to do. you used to say. *sigh* but honestly, i guess it's really time for us to have our own lives. i dont think we can bring back what used to be "us". only time can tell, what would really be for us. *sigh* sana i can accept everything na. i dont know. i know one day, every emotions locked up inside would overcome every self-control i have. i dont wanna cry again. pagod na ko. hindi pa ako umiiyak since last night. mas kinakabahan ako pag ganto. wa. somebody help!

*sigh* sana slowly but surely, i'll move on. i'll be happy again. di ganun kadali itapon ang dalawang taon.

sana maging happy ka na...