eureka!

boy! am i confusing?! haha. i just realized everything while i'm reading some love quotes from the net. haha.

hay.. di naman ako sad na sad talaga. maybe.. uhm..maybe i'm just missing the loving feeling. especially now, it's the hearts' month. that makes more sense. i mean, i'm happy she's happy now. honestly, i don't want her back. no, not this time. we both know that. we'll just go on hurtin each other so she let go. and i know it's the best thing to keep us from inflicting pain on each other. the pain of having separate lives is just nothing to the pain we might feel if we continue our relationship. we both love each other but the situations are against us. suko muna. di na din kasi maganda nadudulot sa isa't isa. now, we just have to get through this. if in time, we'll meet and the feelings are still there. i won't let her go na. make everything right at that time.

well, aun lang. hinabol ko lang. but don't get me wrong. i'm still quite sad. empty. broken. hehe. basta hirap iexplain. bleah! go figure!

pis!

^_^ .V,,